December 2007
mocking me constant →
oh loneliness my friend why are you so cold yet so inviting never pushing me merely holding me tight and fast in your embrace oh heartache my friend why do you sing to me sorrowful songs swaying my soul bittersweet melodies like pinpricks gentle on the skin oh regret my friend why do you remind me the mistakes so fresh cutting me deep mocking me constant my fears dutifully fed without a step
Dec 31st
amusing →
In 2008, valeriejoy resolves to…Take evening classes in xena. Volunteer to spend time with george eads. Go to the yorkshire terriers every month. Connect with my inner souldecision. Start a supernatural fund. Cut down to ten romance novels a day. Get your own New Year’s Resolutions:
Dec 31st
day244 / ready to nap →
ready to nap, originally uploaded by walelia. Holli with Saffy in the back. They like to sleep. They’re so g.ood at napping
Dec 31st
falling from longing →
falling from longing spinning hard from the yearning forgetting good sense Lazy Sundays are so great. And I’m so good at the lazy part. ;)
Dec 31st
random shots →
We visited my parents’ house Saturday. Just hung out, ate a little, played some pool, watched some football. :)
Dec 30th
tweets for 2007-12-29 →
Waiting for the Warriors game to start. 43 minutes or so # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 30th
day243 / hot fudge sundae →
dinner, originally uploaded by walelia. Desert at Red Robin. The bacon cheeseburger was good. The sundae was yummy.
Dec 30th
I have nothing →
I have nothing to say you’ve stripped me of words you’ve taken any thoughts coherent or sensible I have nothing to do you’ve stolen my inspiration you’ve taken any notions creative or special I have nothing to seek you’ve buried my path you’ve taken any choices destiny or truth so darkness reigns inside so silence bides its time I wait unwilling yet knowing only...
Dec 30th
last night's basketball game →
The Warriors lost last night. Alas. Baron Davis at the line. I think he was going for three but I only got two shots because some guy decided to come into the row. Bah! at the line from Valerie Noble on Vimeo. enthusiastic fanboys stretching action shot! Even though I LOVE LOVE LOVE my new camera, I might bring my other camera because it has a larger zoom. We shall see. I think my next game...
Dec 30th
day242 / Does this mean I can go home →
Does this mean I can go home, originally uploaded by walelia. It was like this for about an hour. Then it worked. Good thing I was only there for four hours.
Dec 29th
tweets for 2007-12-28 →
Looking at an internal error 0xFFFFFCF8. What the heck?! # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 29th
my dreams forgotten →
my dreams forgotten elusive to memories faded like the mist My dog destroyed a book I was reading. “The Memory Keeper’s Daughter.” Damn dog.
Dec 29th
tweets for 2007-12-27 →
The Warriors are just fun to watch, even if just on TV. # I don’t want to go to work today, but such is life, eh? I think I’ll take the car. # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 28th
stars beyond the mist →
stars beyond the mist shining bright without witness casting light to dreams Work was not so bad. Quiet and a bit easy. Except for the stuffing of envelopes. :)
Dec 28th
day241 / me at work →
Me, originally uploaded by walelia. This is me at work. I was one of three there today. Payroll was fun. I was glad to finish.
Dec 28th
tweets for 2007-12-26 →
Waiting to open gifts. Yes, on Christmas night. Dinner was yummy. # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 27th
missing you →
missing you blocking the memories pushing away the laughter kills me missing you shrugging aside the dreams ignoring the longing kills me missing you pretending it’s nothing forgetting the joy kills me missing you cutting the tie to my heart spilling sorrow and regret kills me missing you
Dec 27th
day240 / burning candle →
burning candle, originally uploaded by walelia. I look blah today, so no self portrait. Maybe tomorrow. This candle is still burning at the moment. Smells good.
Dec 27th
lowrider →
Must do a clip in better light, but it’s still funny in the dimness. ;) lowrider from Valerie Noble on Vimeo.
Dec 27th
Who Is Killing Mexico's Musicians? - TIME →
This reminds me of the CSI episode “Snakes.”  Isn’t that a little sad?
Dec 26th
christmas pictures →
Look, pictures from Christmas Day. :)
Dec 26th
find me in your shadows →
find me in your shadows waiting patient and silent soaking in the silver light ready to lose myself in moonlit dreams made just for me find me in your shadows swaying with the breeze secure in the solitude forgotten in the night unspoiled by sorrow ready to inspire
Dec 26th
tweets for 2007-12-25 →
In the sprint store. Red razr. Not for me! # Merry Christmas to all! Hope you’re being safe and having sweet dreams. # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 26th
day239 / merry christmas! →
merry christmas!, originally uploaded by walelia. Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas! Can you see me in the ornaments? I’m there.
Dec 26th
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!! →
I know I gave the Merry Christmas shoutout yesterday, but here we are on Christmas Day and I thought I’d send it out again. Maybe it’s because I’m older and I don’t have kids, but the gleam of Christmas has softened a bit for me. I know I should feel a certain way this time of year, but I just feel a bit blah. Perhaps it’s because there isn’t that rush of...
Dec 26th
tweets for 2007-12-24 →
Shopping in the evening. Hopefully no regrets. # The evening shopping wasn’t too bad. We made it out I under 3 hours. # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 25th
next time →
next time I’ll just know the stars will align treat me fine next time I’ll realize the truth will shine without a sign next time I’ll look around take it in stride feel it inside next time MERRY CHRISTMAS, m’ dears! My very best to all of you. Thank you for taking time to read my words. And thank you for sharing bits and peeks into your lives. Have a great holiday! :D
Dec 25th
day238 / toffee-ettes →
toffee-ettes, originally uploaded by walelia. Mmmmm, toffee-ettes. They are so delicious. Yumms.
Dec 25th
tweets for 2007-12-23 →
That was a nice nap. # Lots of cards today. Neat! And a super cute package from a friend. Love the men magnets. Rarr! # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 24th
in time I will forget →
in time I will forget the tears falling down my cheeks in time I will forget this was never meant to be my wounds they say will heal until then there’s nothing to feel in time I will forget the frozen emptiness inside in time I will forget wanting nothing but to hide my heart might be whole someday until then there’s nothing to say except for this in time I will forget THANK YOU WAH!!!...
Dec 24th
day237 / at home →
at home, originally uploaded by walelia. This is the cork of one of our wines. Pretty, eh? Kunde.
Dec 24th
work snippet →
My desk after the luncheon. :) my desk from Valerie Noble on Vimeo.
Dec 23rd
outside today →
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Dec 23rd
doggies on the run →
I need to let the dogs wander the backyard more often. They love it so much. :) doggies on the movie from Valerie Noble on Vimeo.
Dec 23rd
stars forever bright →
the night has fallen ever cold and glistening stars forever bright I’ve been watching a lot of Return of the Jedi, While You Were Sleeping, and Grease 2 today. Ah, lazy days. ;) And right now the Warriors are on, up by 3 with 2:43 to play. GO WARRIORS!!!
Dec 23rd
day236 / the doggies wander the backyard →
the doggies, originally uploaded by walelia. I love how the dachshund’s ears are up because she’s moving. Fly, little dog, FLY! I let the doggies wander the backyard earlier today. The picture is actually the side of the yard.
Dec 23rd
tweets for 2007-12-21 →
the internet works better now on my macbook. fantastic. # @fr3dly I LOVE my MacBook. It’s beautiful. Just wish I had a bigger hard drive. # @fr3dly LOL! Cool. I had a PowerBook before this MacBook and I loved it very much. If only it were a widescreen like this one. LOL! # Ah yes, tis Friday now. I hope the day flies so that I may savor the days off. # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 22nd
betrayed me to this →
my selfishness overtakes me missing you means nothing not to you and not to me needing you is meaningless leading me to misery leading you to my wrath if my words could only cut I would dig and twist until I’m very sure you feel my heartache you wallow in the pain then you’ll really know me then maybe you’ll understand only the deepest love betrayed me to this the wrong kind of...
Dec 22nd
day235 / morning drive →
morning drive, originally uploaded by walelia. After I took this one, I knew it would be the photo of the day. I was driving slow. Can you tell? I like the way the sun shines and you can see the blue of the sky. It almost looks as though I stopped to take the shot.
Dec 22nd
tweets for 2007-12-20 →
Our wireless at home isn’t working right. Darn it! # December Luncheon today. Woohoo! # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 21st
the trick is this →
must go plain text. yes, that’s it. don’t you just love the meaningless posts? i’ll probably delete this if it actually works…
Dec 21st
insatiable deep inside →
insatiable deep inside nothing can fulfill yearning undeniable empty and hollow utterly desolate certainly quite desperate merely sheer will keeping this together wanting and needing more than this longing twisting the heart mocking without end Our luncheon at work was DELICIOUS!!! Oh, and rather delightful. :) Mmmmmmmm Yummmmmy We had a gift exchange. You know, bring a gift and get a gift. If...
Dec 21st
day234 / pretty lights in the pretty bottle →
December Luncheon, originally uploaded by walelia. I wish I were more artsy craftsy. I’m not. But some people are and they create the above. Seems simple enough, right? But I think it’s not. So pretty. The glow is comforting.
Dec 21st
tweets for 2007-12-19 →
Cards are done unless I get a card from someone I didn’t send to. # Powered by Twitter Tools.
Dec 20th
so suddenly new →
driving through the mist the world so mysterious so suddenly new A pretty morning though misty and cold.
Dec 20th
day233 / yummy! →
yummy!, originally uploaded by walelia. Desert from Burger King. Delicious! Mmmm.
Dec 20th
leading to a chance →
days not long ago stirred memories into dreams leading to a chance
Dec 19th
day232 / Another gray and rainy day →
Another gray and rainy day, originally uploaded by walelia. You’d almost think this was yesterday. But no, it was today. Windy and rainy. But the sun came out. Later.
Dec 19th
weary and dreary →
weary and dreary the sky so gray and gloomy soon the rain will fall
Dec 18th
day231 / Wet and dreary →
Wet and dreary, originally uploaded by walelia. This is how Monday begin. Wet and cold. Just a little dreary. It’s better to be home on such days, I think.
Dec 18th